Moving from an I based living to spaciousness is not I now know like lightening that flashes one stormy night. It is more like draining cloudy bath water from a tub while adding fresh water. The fresh water is the change that comes every minute outside the self. Through meditation etc. The draining is the slow change of consciousness that builds with time. The time needed is a function of how much cloudy was in the tun, how cloudy it is, how gas the fresh water is flowing in. Every moment spent disentagled is a moment to the truth.
amitola nagi
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Monday, May 7, 2012
Awareness
Such a wonder that a child of the sun and rain known and loved the world over does not exist. My body is light. lighter than the clouds that gave birth to mother rain. As light as the suns rays the father that illuminates my soul.
no place to go. nothing to do. hanging effortleasly in that place between being and not being for eternity. Following the sun in its spinning through the void.
Awareness is turning on a light in a dark room. Nothing is as imagined. Or turning off a light so that the images closed their immediacy. Sounds and smells and touch. Breath now in now out. Birds. Not birds. Sounds. Not sounds. Before sounds. Vibrating atoms. Once against another. Bumping and twitching and spinning. From there to here. Calcium cartilidge vibrating. Electrical